Haha... Masih susah...

well... gatau berapa lama nih.
hehehe... it's not that easy, beb...
at least I got 10-20% now.
i'm trying to be more "opened" now...
and raising my self-confidence.
not easy... but have to be ready.

Segitu lelahnya....

Ga gue sangka... segitu melelahkan...
Ayo terus... sepertinya sudah benar (semoga)...

May be not now...

Well.. at least I tried. And... it was a NO. But, truly... was a relieving NO. Better like this. I don't have anything burdening my head and shoulders now. I can even widely smile...

She's more than nice to take this beautifully. I cannot force it of course. I accepted it very well and manly. I don't have anything to be worried now. We decide to hold our hands together as good friend. Not more... and it is understandable.

Thanks to "you"... May God always be with you... and our friendship.