I hope this is wrong

I've a bad feelings of myself. In the last 2 days, I feel bad on my health. I mean I'm okay and physically look health. But, I don't know, this morning, this gets worse. I feel a bit hard to inhale. I'm afraid there is something with my heart. I'm very unwell.

I realize that I've bad habit on my meal consumption. I put less attention on the nutrition. For me: "what's good in my mouth, is good for me."

I remember that sometimes I got small shock in my heart. I had it checked about one year ago, but apparently there was nothing serious.

Until this morning, I don't know why but I think this is something serious. I hope my diagnosis is far from true. However, I'll start to live healthier. I really hope I'm wrong again this time. I've family to live. They still need me. 


God, let me be healthy, please... I'm afraid, truly...