It has been 2 days passed, the last time we met together and had a great time in Juned's house. Was it really a "great" time? Mmmhh.. Not at all i think. It was just a day where every questions came up to my head and I surely could not understand what is happening here. That question (once again) appeared in my head, and is still haunting me everyday, moreover, when all was black-out.
Wow... damn... what a situation. On one side I need a moment, or anything to convince myself of what I've been planning so far. But in fact, I got another obstacle. I didn't get any convincing thing that night. However, I think what I have been questioning so far have come up piece by piece. That's why I'm collecting the puzzles now and try to arrange them.
At this time, I can't trust anyone right now, even the source. I just can't trust like that. So, let see, and time will answer. Sooner or later, this will be revealed. And when I see with my own eyes and hear with my own ears, I will believe.
And what if the puzzles are already solved? Should I change my mind, step aside and cross the street to find other direction? Or maybe I'd choose to stay, and try to fix all these "incorrect" things? Or... (sorry) cure the disease? Maybe the last one is too rude. But, well... let see what will happen next. At least, I won't lie to myself. And that's a promise.
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