Believe me or not, I need a touch, enlightenment, and answer. So many questions in my head that I can't answer. Why I have to do this.... why should You give me this... why this could happen to me... why can I be like that... bla bla bla....
Every night, I always have many things in my head. I always remember the time I woke up every night, more than 5-6 times in a night. I only sleep well at home when I have my family around.
This is torturing me every night. I have no idea how to deal with it. Meditation, I've tried but doesn't work. Counting sheep, it's just the same.
Where are you, God? Please give an answer. I know You are never in a hurry, but always on time. It's just... please don't let me wait too long. If I have to... please give me strength and wisdom to face this.
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