Read the title up there?? I don't want to experience it for the very times. This is the time for my ego. I have to admit that this gets stronger and stronger each day. And after knowing all the truth last night, I became angry of myself. Actually, the door was quite opened, and I was quite welcomed. But, I was too dumb, idiot, or what so-called to just keep staring and let the door finally shut.
And now, seems like the door once again is unlocked. It's my turn to open it and get in there. Don't be idiot for the 2nd time. I won't wait this time. Hope she can feel it, too. And hope God can also listen to my plea. I'll courage myself... This is my turn. I have to control it. And I know I deserve it.
*fingers crossed....
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