AARRGGGHHHHHH......
What's wrong with me?? I feel like a fool. I know it's hard to fight for this feeling. Although part of my heart still has a strong feeling about her, the other part hates her so much. After all this time, now I'm sick of all of these.
I want myself to slowly throw away the feelings without taking her as enemy or someone I hate. I want a normal transition, but this is too extreme. In half part of my heart, the feeling goes stronger and stronger. Otherwise, on the other part, I feel sick and get tired of these, even worse I hate her so much. Reason?? I've no idea what brings me into this situation. My eyes don't want to see any pictures of her anymore, but not with my mind which always crafting her shape beautifully in my mind. Even hundreds in a day, I can't let her off my mind.
I'm releasing her of my mind now, and waiting for someone better to get in. Is this a final decission? I guess so... this is for my goodness. No more hopes, my lady. I hope this is a goodbye. Am I hopeless? Not at all. I'm logical... Welcome to the real world, Steve!!!
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