Wednesday, November 26, 2014

She

Almost two months since my wedding day with her. I can't stop thanking God for what have happened to me, and to us as husband and wife.

Yesterday morning I took her to see obgyn to check if she is pregnant or not. And I'm so happy knowing that she is.

However, I was very shocked at the same time. When observing via USG, doctor found a cyst in her. Suddenly, I got faint and speechless. I don't know what to say. Many things came across my head, most are bad things. I just felt that I love her, I don't want to lose her. And moreover, I don't want to lose my child. Sounds greedy, but at this time, I don't have option.

God, please help us to go through this. We are afraid, but thank You for keeping us closer with You. Thank You for always reminding us to always pray and surrender to You.

I just don't want anything bad happen to her. She is cheerful, and no doubt, she changes my whole life. She is the reason I laugh. I don't want this to be her burden alone. God, let me carry this too. Please lead us the way to find the solution.
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