Thursday, September 26, 2019

Another Big Test

Been a while since I don't have any major issue on my health. Recently, I got trouble again in my colon. And yesterday, I just got my chest in pain and finally diagnosed with Calcification in my aorta. It's a heart disease.

I don't know what to say anymore. I feel terrible and crushed. Somehow I feel disappointed and sad. Why does all of this happen to me?

Things that bear in my mind are my two lovely person: my wife and my daughter. 

Lucky I have a wonderful and loving wife, a cute and cheerful daughter so that I can have the reason to fight for this. Not forgetting all the loving families around, my parents, siblings and in-laws. I just hope I'll survive and I can give more love to them.

God, please allow me to do so. 
I thank for everything happen in my life, everything... 
I beg you forgiveness and healing. 
I love you, God... 

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