Hurt

Last week was a quite tiring week. Somehow, I was quite tired through the weekend. So, long story short, on Saturday afternoon, my wife asked me to take her to buy Sate Padang near my house. It is actually not far from my house, it only takes 10 minutes to get there. I was just awaked from my day nap, and I don’t know somehow I’m very tired and finally I not-whole-heartedly took my wife to get there. A little conversation happened on how I was hardly willing to take her to get there.  And the worst thing was I said it harshly.

Then, I could see a very sad and disappointed face of her. At that moment, I knew that I have just done something stupid. I hurt her. Finally, she cried. I could not think of anything else but told her my apology.  

So, that was a small thing that triggered the dispute. I knew I was not supposed to do or act like that to her. I deeply deeply apologize.

This reminds me of many bad things that I had done to my family years ago. This will not be easy to forget, but I hope I am forgiven. I hope they forgive me. My family… and my wife for sure… I am sorry…