Hmm... cape, meriang, semaleman menggigil, tulang pada sakit. Parah deh pokonya. Mungkin ini gara-gara ngatain orang terus ya gue. Kemarin2 sih gue fine2 aja. eh sekarang jadi kena batunya.
Project gue lagi banyak2nya, dan butuh banyak konsentrasi. And then dateng lagi tuh project yang notabene dah gak mungkin g pegang lagi deh. tangan gue dah penuh semua. Malah sebenernya pasti bakal berimbas ke semua project yg gue handle, takutnya gak maksimal.
But... jatohnya ke gue juga. Let's say, it's project B. I am helped by my colleague, he is my senior. I don't know why my boss "still" asked me to manage it, whereas he was not in a tight schedule. Tapi gue cuma "disarankan" untuk mengawasi dan supervise saja... Nevertheless, I knew this is gonna be a mess. And of course, I'm the one who would get the shit. But, what could I do?? It was a request.
Last 2 week, I was supposed to be focusing on my other big project (project A). It was red-coded already. However, when I received the report from my colleague about this project B, oh I'm in a deep shit. It was not as well-prepared as I thought. This is totally MESS. I can't understand, what he did. He had a lot of time, well at least more spare time than I had. All he did is just doing SALES, SALES, and SALES (he said). Every time I gave queries, it wasn't answered well. Totally, dissatisfying. On the last 2 important days when I was about to send the report, he disappeared. MC for 2 days. F*** So I just cursed, cursed, and cursed him.
Well after that, I feel I'm a way too much, far too much. And God punish me with this.
All my bones are pain. I got horrible fever, and was shivering all night.
Now, it's time to recover.
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