Fun, Wild, and Meaningful...

Last week, from Thu to Sat, I went to Citarik, Sukabumi, with Spire for rafting and outbound. So much fun, freedom, wild, togetherness, and many things. Since in college, this was my first time to go wild and nature again. It was just like old time, only with different "family".

For me personally, the activities were great, very conceptual, meaningful, and well-packaged. I enjoyed every games and moments. Too bad, we were not in a complete group. Agus, Adit, Christin, Indah, Yudhis, Eka and Bu Noni weren't there. See the picture below. So much fun...


At the last day and last session, we had a little internal evaluation and sharing. For once, I felt like I was in a BPS with HIMTI, hahaha.... but without tears and long speech. We were to write down each and everyone's plus and minus points on a paper. Just shared our thoughts about others that we've known and let us know about ourselves in others' view and judgment.

And finally, regardless all the plus points they wrote down, what surprised me was in the negative sides. All answers were about my bad temper, mood, and I easily get angry. Well, when I showed the paper to my mom, she agreed with it. She told me how I get anger easily and sometimes hurt someone's heart. She said I could look like a scariest devil ever. Here is the paper:


Wow... I got "hit". I don't have any argument. I know sometimes this emotion, passion, and my stubborn characteristic are good, but mostly this will destroy me if I can't control it. Well, I have to admit that, this has made me think and bothered my sleep at night. I've been trying to figure out how to control it.

Well, thanks guys for letting me know about this. This could be a good resolution in this holy month.