I always deny that I have a feeling to her. It's different feeling I have -- compared to the previous girl I liked. I always doubt and it's not as strong as the previous one. I admit, I only like teasing her. She's very innocent, and I like that.
Day after day, I always try to convince my heart if I have to go on or leave it. And the feeling just ends up like that, no thrill at all. So much different with the prev one. Felt like I'm ready to die for her.
However, I don't understand why I like to see her pictures and communicate frequently through messenger. Oh my God, this is so strange. I have to let her know after she comes back from her holiday in mid Jan 2011. Things have to be cleared and I won't let her disappointed with me. Sorry again, sweetie...
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