The Ice is (slowly) Melt

Tadi… di Metro TV, gue abis nonton "Mario Teguh - Golden Ways" bareng sama bokap gue and Rio. It was all speaking about dreams, future, and family. In the middle of the show, there was a man, fourty something, asked: "Bagaimana caranya agar anak saya mengenang saya sebagai seorang ayah yg super, padahal saya sendiri adalah orang yg sederhana?" And Mr. Teguh answered: "Apapun kondisi Anda, berusahalah memberikan sesuatu yg hebat untuk anak Anda, berusahalah membuat anak Anda menjadi seorang yg hebat. Maka Anda akan dikenang oleh anak Anda sebagai seorang yg super."

Haha… Just wondered what his reaction is. He just smiled. However, I supposed to be a bit happy. Moreover, after he decided not to smoke again. It has been 2 weeks he doesn't smoke anymore. I understand this is very hard. And, I should support this. I have to melt the ice afterall. Sorry, Dad... for I was too stubborn. Let's start a new one. I'll try to be wiser. Thanks for the lesson.

Holiday with Spire @ Anyer (Nov 20-22, 2008)

WOW….. Anyer…. Akhirnya liburan juga sama teman2 kantor. Marbella, what a very nice place. Had fun, sun-bath, tattoo-ed, swam, beach-volleyball, tarik tambang, seafood….

Can't wait for the next trip with you guys….

Like Father Like Son...

Last night, I decided to go home earlier. Got headache and tried to take early bed.
But, it all screwed. Dispute happened, me vs dad. Dunno exactly what was wrong. Maybe I was hurting him. This was gonna happen when two stubborn guys met and argued for something.
Well, I have to go out from my house soon. Starts to have a new and independent life.
Sorry, Dad. You just look like me... No... I am the one who looks like you. We both the same... I hope someday we can understand each other. And money or other social thingy won't change my love to you, ma' bro' and sis'.

Disappointed...

Hey yo… I'm not in d mood today. It's like you've been competing in a championship for some time, motivated by a huge amount of prize and reward. Finally, you win the title. But, when you get the prize, it is not as worth as you thought. Wow… I was hurt... very very hurt... Once again, I was speechless. My gratitude dominated my ego. I was too weak to explode. Not enough TNT.

Easy....

Well...
Heavy is the burden to carry...
Hardly speaking... you're hiding behind the shadow, dude...
For how many long?? Your face laughs but your heart cries...
Ouw.. Yes...
I'm the great pretender...
Just laughin' like a clown...
I seem to be what I'm not...
You see, I'm wearin' my heart like a crown...
Pretending that you're still around...

Nevertheless, let it be my misery...

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Know it sounds funny
But I just can't stand the pain
Girl I'm leaving you tomorrow
Seems to me girl
You know I've done all I can
You see I begged, stole
And I borrowed

Ooh, that's why I'm easy
I'm easy like sunday morning
That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like sunday morning

Why in the world
Would anybody put chains on me?
I've paid my dues to make it
Everybody wants me to be
What they want me to be
I'm not happy when I try to fake it!
No!

Ooh,that's why I'm easy
I'm easy like sunday morning
That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like sunday morning

I wanna be high, so high
I wanna be free to know
The things I do are right
I wanna be free
Just me, babe!

That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like sunday morning
That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like sunday morning
Because I'm easy
Easy like sunday morning
Because I'm easy
Easy like sunday morning

(Lionel Richie)