#clueless

Now I'm clueless. After knowing that my wife is pregnant. And then she got cyst. And this morning after the blood check up result, she is positively got Torch.

Oh my God... I don't know what to say now. I don't know what to do now. Those things strikes me brutally in the last few days. I feel very very bad to my wife. Why does she have to bear the burden this much. We were just in a beginning of our happy journey as a couple. And even before becoming parents, we face this obstacle.

In this time, I only hope that God will still be there right beside us. Whatever happen, please hold us tight. Don't let us away from You. I also hope my wife can get through this with me. I promise I'll be right beside her anytime she needs me to. God, I do hope that miracle happens. And I do believe that will do.

She

Almost two months since my wedding day with her. I can't stop thanking God for what have happened to me, and to us as husband and wife.

Yesterday morning I took her to see obgyn to check if she is pregnant or not. And I'm so happy knowing that she is.

However, I was very shocked at the same time. When observing via USG, doctor found a cyst in her. Suddenly, I got faint and speechless. I don't know what to say. Many things came across my head, most are bad things. I just felt that I love her, I don't want to lose her. And moreover, I don't want to lose my child. Sounds greedy, but at this time, I don't have option.

God, please help us to go through this. We are afraid, but thank You for keeping us closer with You. Thank You for always reminding us to always pray and surrender to You.

I just don't want anything bad happen to her. She is cheerful, and no doubt, she changes my whole life. She is the reason I laugh. I don't want this to be her burden alone. God, let me carry this too. Please lead us the way to find the solution.
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