*Sigh....
Although this is a good timing, but 10 minutes I can't have it.
Always failed... why is it so hard?? It's unfair. Why me, who had all these?? That's the appropriate question... Although I'm willing not to take enough rest, not to attend all invi-es, but still no chance, even, it looks like no hopes...
Apart from that... I still hope, even though it is (almost) impossible, miserable, or else... but I will die trying. I will...
