Two Years Already

Yesterday was our second year as husband and wife. Time flies damn fast, and I still have the same feeling on you. I still feel the sparks when I see you from far while you are waiting for me for a lunch date or dinner after office hour. I still feel the warmth when hugging you before sleep. I still feel your joy every Friday morning for we will have another weekend to spend together. I always look forward to seeing you again and again when we had a date, and watching you widely smile when you look at me from far. 

Don't forget about the struggles! It is impossible if there were no downs. I know on some points we have disputes, but stay calm and lower the ego, and I am sure we can get through this together. A wise man says that "a couple that grows together, stays together." For whatever reason we have, let's grow together, let's learn together, let's have fun together, love and respect each other, and I really hope I could spend the rest of my life together with you by my side, happy or sad, in a good luck or bad, and if God permits, I also want to spend it together with our children.

Let's explore further... having adventures and be happy.

God bless us, Hun... 

Happy 2nd Wedding Anniversary.

Happy Wedding, Brother!!!

I am not your father, though. However, last Sunday when I saw you kneeling down in front of our parents, paying honor, and crying like a baby, made me understand more to become a father someday. I was so moved and happy to see you walking down the aisle with your wife. At the same time, I was very happy to see our parents happy and proud. Yes, I am sure they proud.

We may not have an ultimate brotherhood relationship or something like that, but I am sure we love each other, and do care about each other. You may not read this post, as nobody won't, except my wife. I know we may often argue on something for we are stubborn. I know most of the time I dislike your ignorant, uncare, and unorganized behavior. But, I do hope you know that I love and care about you.

I pray for you to have a long lasting marriage with your wife. Blessed with wonderful kids and wealth. And we have better and better relationship as brothers, as well as with all our big family, our parents, sister, siblings in law, relatives, etc.

I remember I was very happy and proud to see you graduated from college. This time I felt the same thing... happy and proud.

Happy wedding, brother!!! God bless you.

This is So So So Frustrating

It has been months when I started to have my disease under treatment, and just found it that it gets much worse after several weeks of positive progress.

At the moment, I can't think any positive thoughts. I just don't know what to do. Lots of money spent, time wasted.

Oh Lord, help me please. I don't know what to do.

Inspiration: I gotta believe

Juat read inspiring true story of a couple where the husband got lunges cancer, and all the fights and struggle they had for years in battling the disease.

We've gotta stay positive and believe His power...

http://www.katolisitas.org/kesembuhan-oleh-cinta-kasih-tuhan-lewat-mukjizat-ekaristi/

Best friends

It is always good to meet them..
Missing gouw, romo, yayah in the frame.
Thank you for the friendship....

Happy (belated) Birthday, Mom

Sorry if I almost forget to write this on my blog..
Sorry if I often make you annoyed..
Sorry if I ever hurt you..

But... Thank you for all the love you give.
That is priceless..

Happy birthday Mom
God bless you always...

Happy Birthday, Hun

I wish you a very happy birthday.
There's nothing I can promise but to be always right beside you for all of my life.

Allow me to cherish every moment with you, Dear...

God bless you, always...

Love,
Steven

Stumbled

When everything goes wrong, or... goes not the way you want to....

Lately, I've been thinking of not good things in my life, from family, health, job, future, etc. I just think that this began to a test for my patience, maturity, and wisdom. I just feel I face issues in communication. I feel that my circle of influence is getting smaller. I feel unimportant, not appreciated by everyone, my freedom and privacy were robbed.

And for all the good reason, I have to stand tall and strong to face the reality of my life that might not that smooth and pretty as I thought it would be. I just need to be alone actually, and let everything restarts. I hope I can get back up soon.